Wednesday, February 9, 2011 @ 3:58 AM
Im in a confused, sad and full of emotions state right now.
Partly, people who should be able to understnd me just dun understnd me and blame me for all the particular reasons whn I am not REALLY at fault. Another thing, Im tired of giving my all to everyone but people are just now giving me and showing me back how they really appreciate it. And you, seriously I expected you to cheer me up or at least making jokes with me? Idk? Seriously I have been expecting too much from you fuck. And it pisses me off when ppl keep asking where the fuck are you and I have to lie and say your fucking busy with your life plus you have national service. And its not just one people but its like alot, like seriously alot. And ppl going on reminding me of you like " I like your watch", "You guys look like siblings" *which part to me* "You both have the same smile" ERGH! Can you all fucking stop saying tht. Plus, in school dance, everyone is like fucking in love, with their fucked up life, some even confused whether to date this or that, WTF. Than I'll be the fucking want to listen to them, advice them whereas I myself is not in one piece. Pls ppl, this wont last long, enjoy every bit and pieces of it as you can, cause when things go wrong, they are not the sweet ones as they use to be. They'll change and you'll cry hurting yourself whereas they continue to hurt you instead of making up to you sincerely. Maybe once twice, but after that...trust me. And seriously, I can't wait for me to be gone, away from all you fucked up people with my fucked up life.
